Ok I've been reprimanded by Megchael (go with it, it's working for all hollywood power couples ie: Brangelina) and Mrs. Kathy (who can resist the prompting of Mrs. Kathy, really?) about the laziness of the posting. I wish I had some great, fun, and exciting something to post but...I don't. In fact, if I had posted how I'd truly been feeling over the past couple of weeks ya'll would have to take an antidepressant to read it. I've just been very down in the dumps lately. I am not particularly enjoying living alone at the moment and it's killing me not having friends (here, near me I mean). The one close friend I do have in Ruston hasn't spoken to me in a couple of months (my fault) and the relationships I have at the lambright, are with younger college kids who have their own lives and things they like doing. Although going to the q-stick or to keggers is loads of fun to them it's not to me. I've been told that I need to put myself "out there" more, what does that mean. For some that I've spoken to, that means clubs and bars. Now, I've never ever been one for going to either of those places for a couple of reasons, 1. Getting drunk in a public forum or being around drunk people has never been a huge highlight of my life. 2. I don't have mad dancing skills and so shaking my groove thang in a public forum is a huge no, no. Now, on the christian front what does that mean, to put myself out there more? Well I've discovered for the big metropolis of Ruston it means.................well...................................................................................hmmmm.......
....................I know there's something.........................................Oh, there's the frothy monkey and crescent city......................................................
.then there's.......................................................................... ummmmmmmmm.......................................................................................wait a minute........................ ...................................railroad park, I guess I could watch a train with somebody............of course there's ............
............................................ well........................................................ Ok, you catch my drift. I just hate feeling so stikin' alone. I hate coming home to an empty house, it makes me almost miss living in the trailer off of hwy 80 (and for those of you who knew what that was like, you understand the desperation I must be feeling to miss that!) Maybe at some point while I was growing up, I prayed that I could be by myself (growing up in a 960 sq. ft. home with 5 other people and sharing a bedroom until my senior year of high school, who wouldn't?) or maybe I'm being punished for the hwy 80 trailer escapades (which I deserve). Who knows? All I know is I'm sad and alone and I don't like it. Any words or thoughts?
17 comments:
I'm sorry you're sad and lonely Winter! Since I just came from Stacy's post, my first response is - you (probably) won't find relief in a Single's SS class. Sorry, where are you going to church? Ruston is a tough place for young singles - that's why they all head for Texas after graduation.
Thanks Mrs. Elly. I go to Calvary, off and on. I know I should be more faithful, I've thought about looking for another place. Maybe something will jump out at me. FYI texas is not out of the question by any means!
Have you tried Crossroads? That is where we were before we left (it's where I worked) - we love the people and the worship is great - Chris Hanchey, Chad Brooks, need I say more?
Hey Winter,
I don't go to FBC, but I work there, and I just wanted to add that FBC has a kickin singles department with lots of people in their 20s and 30s. But if it was me, I'd probably move to Texas, too.
considering the fact that sanksitchell rarely keep up their own blog, i wouldn't let them nazi you around!
you can always move to texas...it's funner over here. well, sort of. it's still hard finding a cool young singles group--no matter where you are!
Jessica if I moved over there you and I could totally rule the world, or maybe just get a decent singles group together.
Winter, get over it. Come to Homer and I will show you fun. Then, you can go back to Ruston and enjoy. By the way, I am planning to go to the Ashtin event in Sherwood. If you want to go with me I would love the company. I probably go and come on the same day. Just let me know.
Ms Sarah
Winter - What about starting that "Revolution Class"? I think I could be inspired to help with that!
three words, "move to chicago".
Ms. Sarah I am honored that have visited my humble blog. I have just recently changed job titles at work, which has changed my schedule, which unfortunately has me working on the day of that event. However, I will see if I can beg and work with somebody to get off that day. I'll let you know.
What "revolution class"? Fill me in, por favor.
Amanda, dude, it like snows there or something! How bout you move to Dallas or Fort Worth and we could be roomies. How bout it.
Sorry - my blogging world all runs together. We were discussing new SS classes on Dr. Stacy's blog and I just continued with that thought...:) Love ya!
Move to Texas!! okay, I am a little biased! (:
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